kucinghitam’s scratches

hixhixhix.. due to stressful assignment conditions, my nails hav to suffer( oh iya dong harus ada tumbal lah gilakkk). iv given them a painful death (bitebitebitebitebite) UGGLYYYY nails are mine again now. oh freedom come quick and save all thats left of them. sakit yah ternyata klo kukunya pendek gini abis kebiasaan berkuku panjang. dulu mungkin dah mati rasa saking kelamaan pendeknya -_-* GILA NE PENDEK AJEEEE T____T

aaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhh….SUMMARY SUNGGUH BUSUK!!! buat yg berencana masuk commdes swinburne, HARAP SIAPKAN KEMAMPUAN BERBULLSHIT yg TINGGI!!!!!!!! or just be a rajin person like those lecturers want you to be and you’ll do just fiiiiiiineee.. shittiest part of all.. oh how i DESPISE making summariesssss…

i’m so sleepy. but havent susuned out my workbook yet
MALESBANGET NYEEEETTT

kemaren bobo enak banget deh..  suara grimis2 di luar disertai dgn bebunyian gending yg samar2.. damaaaaii.. jd inget jogja ^^. pengen ke jogja. pengen blanjaaa harharhar.
(disti brentilah bermimpi)

pelan2.. yes indeed sangat pelan2 buku gue mulai ada wujudnya. skg tinggal halaman isbn (dodol de bisa ketinggalan gitu), cover page n actual cover.. am determined to work RAPI for a change, even if its still a dummy. heck, dummies are there so that we can learn, no?!?! bersemangat! mari! summary belom tersentuuuuuuuuuhhh

ampe detik inipun gue masi ngescan2 gambar.. i have a feeling im not done drawing yet.. not yet, no.

perut gue ko sakit yah.. apa kebanyakan begadang. ga mungkin juga, cuz i get enuf sleep during the day. bodo dah. we shall fight till the last dropppp!!!

omg i cant believe its end of the semester!!! its already FRIGGIN WEEK 12!!!!

mampus gue.
ko lama banget yah ni tgs. dari tadi siang mpe skg udah pagi lagi ko bukunya belom slesai2. skg masi scan nambahin illustrations. masi bingung namainnya apa. bingung copywriting promonya gimana. i have these shitty cheesy ideas and none of em are straight to the point. muter2. alias worthless.

im at it again. not learning from my mistakes. stupid cow. how frustrating. but am soldiering on nevertheless.

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kamis kemaren i finished training at nandoz chaddy. sungguh lebi manusiawi kerjanya dibanding ama chinabar (so far). tentunya gue kerja diikuti dgn error2 yg typical me, confusion2 kecil di sana sini hehe but i guess im doing alrite. ttg lebih lanjutnya gue ga tau neh, belom dikabarin hmmm.. id better check up on that soon.
malemnya rada2 full house di rumah. senaaaaaaang. coba tidak terpresure ama tugas, rasanya lebih seneng lagi deh hehehe. but my photography assignment went well. im hoping on good results for that one.

so yeah friday was really nice!! spent a big chunk of the day with my dearest ^^. we had lunch at rock kung nyuuuuummm.. langka banget gue bisa makan di sana, lunch pula!! trus wasting2 bensin malemnya trying to find parking in the city. sigh. pokoknya dah ga sabar liburan. so many plans id like to realize ^^.

gue lagi dilanda KEPANIKAN BESAR. since its 1 week til DUEEEEE. research project that is. sigh. bukunya aja masi belom slesai. well most part of content is done. tapi kan belom nyusun bukunya T__T. selayaknya saya memang tidak tidur. am scanning the images whilst blogging. yes, i hav to do something useful after all..

lagi pengen sehat2 neh, so im shunning indomie’s and am stacking up some fruits lately. apples n avocados. so my lunch today was frozen choc avo. hahaha the choc part is less healthy but otherwise i cant really eat avo’s. contradicting my current healthy eating habits is my big craving for amild!! mantapnya amild… knapa di sini ga ada warung, dimana gue tinggal jalan dikit kasi ceban trus hati senang… hix.

kemaren malem (sabtu) ntn ‘in her shoes’ (tenkiu fanny!!!). bagus deh! a very worthy chickflick!! Rose’s shoe collection is INSPIRING, not to mention her storage method!!! i must have something like that, someday, in the near future hopefully, but definitely not now, being the underbudget shoe-freak that i am… i want to save up for an iPod first anyway. sabar….. sabar….

bek to tugas then..

sigh

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hahaha aneh yeh, tiba2 aja gue maen keyboard.. padahal dah vacuum 4 taon kali dari piano (yg masi grade rendahan pula hahahah) but yeah im determined to master at least that one song for battle of d bands! yeah! pengen loh, blajar gitar for the 2nd song. tp rasanya itu skg bukan prioritas dulu dehhhhhh..

meanwhile..
masi ngerjain A2 broadsheet. at least layout udah beres yah, tinggal abis ini gue pusingin gimana mindahin smua dari ilus ke inD.. T__T. hadoh di ilus aja kyaknya dah ribet gimana inD T_____T.
luckily im printing now, so after this scanning in negtv’s for bookcover. besok kelas jam 11. arrrrr….
untuuuung selasa ga ada kelas. better spend that on research proj tho. iv figured out how to make my proj ‘hav a purpose’. yeah. hiduuuuuppp.. pokoknyaaaaa NO MORE PASSES this semester.
SCRAP those ugly P’s!!!!!!

gue 2 hari ini ngimpi aneh. yg kemaren malem ngimpi anehnya terinspired by kejadian ‘engerd’ but in my dream gue super bitchy, bisa langsung marah2 gitu n ngegamparin org yg ngeganggu gue.. tp yg kena kenapa cigarnya yah -_-*. mungkin that memo stuck cuz pas break kerja gue ma nanda nongkrong di bogarts n i observed all the cig ads on the wall -_-*.

*yay.. done printing*

gue selesai gak yah dalam 2 minggu ini. research project begitu menakutkan. tp at least im so much more on track than last semester!!! walo benernya yg kali ini juga gue tetep jedagjedug.

Adits bdaaaayy ^^. need to shop tmrw. yg dah siap baru kartu ultahnya harhar. i sorta hav ideas what to get him, now hoping that my budget will allow it to happen. hmmm.. im just gonna surprise him by coming at his house tmrw. dun think dia expect gue dateng krn gue sibuk ma tugas. tp ni ultahnya diaaaaaaa.. hehehe.

sigh.

soldiering on.
no sleep again prolly… will sleep in the train to glennie!!! harhar~

yea, thats the best word to describe him. he’s an ‘engerd’. maybe its an issue that asian women have. either indonesians in particular or asians .. or WOMEN in general (I DONT KNOWWWW)
there is just sumtin ‘invasive’ about  asking a complete stranger out, even if its ‘just’ for coffee.
there aint no such thing as ‘just a coffee’.
i wouldnt even be tempted to go in on the request.
just spontanious conv’s are okay tho.
geli deh gue klo dipikir2 lagi. i was relieved to get off the tram not long after.
bleh.

note to self : no need to be that honest to strangers whose agendas ur not familiar with.
doh?!

dasar.. promotor2 yg nyebelin! ngerjain orang! cuih!
tp gpp dah.. yg penting dapet all 5 on da floor hehehhe.. sangat senang. sangat bahagia.
mari kita mendekatkan diri kepada chris martin dkk T_T (terharu).

skg.. ntn bdo gak yah.. hmmmmmmmm~

hohoho.. dapet juga akhirnya… tix to our beloved coldplayyyy.. tp gila yah, its just been opened for 1/2 hour n kita dapetnya 2nd floor. T_T. tp gpp lah. yg penting ngeliat coldplay live in action. ada baeknya gue beli teropong hehehehe.

tenkiu jacinda yg dah mo langsung cao begitu gue bangunin hahahahaha.. klo ngga malah bisa2 ga dapet sama skali ^^.

huah. now i can sleep in peace. ntar bangun lg, kerjain tugas! caiyooooooooo

yessss.. research project is resolved.. somewhat!!!
oh.. im really keterlaluan yah! nyaris aja gue mengulangi kesalahan yg sama kya semester lalu dimana gue LARI dari tanggung jawab gue which are assignments!! because i was afraid.. i just left it there, didnt touch it ( i thought about it tho). of course NOTHING came out of it during the TWO WEEKS ( sigh.. wasted totally) break i had.

but yayhiphiphurray im back on track. but still stressed out cuz im RUNNING BEHIND. tp gpp. mending running behind n knowing what to do drp running behind dan clueless tetap. itu bener2 resep for FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLL. no moooooreeeeee T___T. a brief talk with keyo did it for me, it made me very determined not to fck it up this time. gue baru ngeh klo gue ‘melompati’ proses, langsung aja ngerjain with one goal in mind tanpa membuka pikiran for other outcomes.

mungkin gue emang queen of last minute. krn dalam semalem ini gue bisa nyelesein characters, storyboard, desired outcome with its look and feel. GILAAAAAA. see, i can do it tp klo gue gak dipressure rasanya ga kluar. BAD BAD BAD habit of mine T_T. rasanya tetep bakalan dimarahin scott sih besok tapi yaudahloh emang gue salah.-sigh- walo gue udah tau bener2 skg gue mo ngapain, tetep gue officially PANIK krn tinggal 4 minggu sajah!!! belom lagi summary..
benernya dgn begini gue nambah2in kerjaan sih, selaen buku, gue mesti bikin boxes and nyari resep2, how to make stuffs. Tp gpp. ini tantangan gue! gue pasti bisa! udah ada gambaran begini, gue jadi semangat lagi!

tugas2 yg laennya benernya juga masih premature banget tapi somehow gue ga sebegitu worriednya sama 2 itu. altho the broadsheet is quite a pain juga, but somehow gue enjoy. i start to enjoy this project as well. hehe.. funny the way things go.

now i can sleep in peace, udah jam 5.15 tapi gue LEGA. besok ke borders ahh.. check out the competition =p.

Franz ferdinand mo kemariiiii WUAAAAAAAAAHHH.. gilaaaaaaaakk masa gue mo kluarin duit buat ntn smua konser seh -_-*. mana duitnya belom ada pula. Tapi PASTINYA gue mo ntn coldplay. kok ga ada yg pasti nemenin gini yah T_T. masih bulan juli pula.. FF januari ney!! uwah gue pengen banget dtg. jamiroquai pengen juga tp mahal banget T_T. hixhix. and i missed john legend!!! DAAAAAMN!!! knapa yg interesting datengya mesti rada barengan. knapa gak taon ini aja. argh..

oh well.. bocare was awesome! im sure it was a blessing for all. cant believe this is my 2nd last thxgv. hix lets not think about that deh.