kucinghitam’s scratches

yessss.. research project is resolved.. somewhat!!!
oh.. im really keterlaluan yah! nyaris aja gue mengulangi kesalahan yg sama kya semester lalu dimana gue LARI dari tanggung jawab gue which are assignments!! because i was afraid.. i just left it there, didnt touch it ( i thought about it tho). of course NOTHING came out of it during the TWO WEEKS ( sigh.. wasted totally) break i had.

but yayhiphiphurray im back on track. but still stressed out cuz im RUNNING BEHIND. tp gpp. mending running behind n knowing what to do drp running behind dan clueless tetap. itu bener2 resep for FAILLLLLLLLLLLLLL. no moooooreeeeee T___T. a brief talk with keyo did it for me, it made me very determined not to fck it up this time. gue baru ngeh klo gue ‘melompati’ proses, langsung aja ngerjain with one goal in mind tanpa membuka pikiran for other outcomes.

mungkin gue emang queen of last minute. krn dalam semalem ini gue bisa nyelesein characters, storyboard, desired outcome with its look and feel. GILAAAAAA. see, i can do it tp klo gue gak dipressure rasanya ga kluar. BAD BAD BAD habit of mine T_T. rasanya tetep bakalan dimarahin scott sih besok tapi yaudahloh emang gue salah.-sigh- walo gue udah tau bener2 skg gue mo ngapain, tetep gue officially PANIK krn tinggal 4 minggu sajah!!! belom lagi summary..
benernya dgn begini gue nambah2in kerjaan sih, selaen buku, gue mesti bikin boxes and nyari resep2, how to make stuffs. Tp gpp. ini tantangan gue! gue pasti bisa! udah ada gambaran begini, gue jadi semangat lagi!

tugas2 yg laennya benernya juga masih premature banget tapi somehow gue ga sebegitu worriednya sama 2 itu. altho the broadsheet is quite a pain juga, but somehow gue enjoy. i start to enjoy this project as well. hehe.. funny the way things go.

now i can sleep in peace, udah jam 5.15 tapi gue LEGA. besok ke borders ahh.. check out the competition =p.

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