kucinghitam’s scratches

i woke up late today!! very late! jam 830! hahahah dodol yah i always wake up late when im at 2302.
so gue langsung turun, pasti nek pagi2 kebelet tho ya.. tapi kamar mandi dipake T__T oh AGONY! not long after, the other person finished and *jreng jreng jreng* whats that on the keset depan wastafel?!?! 3 drops of blood!!! it wasnt there the night before.. n judging from the colour, it looked pretty ‘fresh’. hahahaha. kontras loh cuz kesetnya warna ijo.

so yeah, diramalkan hari ini akan cerah skali jadi gue minjem rok ^^. sama polo item. i still have my boots on, and overall i almost look like i walked strait out of a jap fashion mag -___- (u know.. nanna n that stuff). all it lacks is some sort of asymetrical cardigan, with wild colours/stitches/prints/all of the above, and im good to go!

kenzo is launching a new fragrance.. KenzoAmour. am very interested. it has cherryblossom in it, and I LOVE the scent of that! there’s this EDP from guerlain named cherry blossom and smells simply devine!! the old version tho, i dont like the new one. why do they do that? it happened to l’eau par kenzo. the new one smells weird as well. bleh. me n my dad bought my mum salah satu dari botol2 terakhir LpK yg 100ml. i think she uses it now only for certain occasions, for obvious reasons!

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phew!! i just finished making my display mockups for the exhibition.. it’s a brochure i made just this week. a 3 panel front+back thingie, folds into a small booklet. aaron made the 1st one. higher ed liked it, and requested some more. so both me and oliver made the other two. i had to build a mockup cuz its gonna take a while at the printer.. it may never finish on time!
mygoshh iv done a very messy job!! hahaha if this were uni material, the execution will be awarded below average hahahah. its crooked. there isnt even a sharp scalpel around here.. anddd i havent done this in aaaages!!! hahahah. im just hopin for the best next wednesday.

and yes. today was quite heboh. ternyata salah satu foto gue pas photoshoot kemaren dipake jadi backcover -____-.. eng ing eng.. tp bukan buku indo, its actually for the french workbook!!! agak memalukan loh, tadi dikomen gitu sama smua orang i felt my ears were getting hot T_T. its embarassing, really! didnt thought of that when i went to apply to do the shoot hahaha. gue ga begitu suka hasilnya soalnya. muka gue nyebelin abis!! yes, of course thats ‘in character’, BUT STILL!!! mukenye minta digamparrrr.. hahahah

pagi tadi gue nempelin post it di layar komputer. ada 3 poin. kirim imel ke nyokap, imel myfkomite & myfworship, lalu selesaikan brochure mockup. yg terlaksana hanya 1!!! tp emang itu yg paling penting sih. so yeah. i will start on those emails now..

im just waiting for my deares PA to pick me up so i thot why not waste my time by writing another entry?
might as well, yknow.

today has been fruitful i spose. iv done my research.. on henna! hehe.. and found out, that if i wanted to dye my hair black i need to use indigo! sounds more intriguing thn henna doesnt it. cuz there is no such thing as black henna. there are so many methods to apply.. ada yg bilang harus make henna byasa dulu baru ditimpa.. ada yg bilang bisa campur2, perbandingan aja gitulah kira2.. ada yg bilang bisa langsung semir indigonya. skg jadi bingung! hahahaha. i’ll prolly put in a bit of henna dlm campurannya.. n then after a week gue ngedobel lagi with indigo only.

its sposedly quite a hassle to apply! bener2 harus 2 orang.. hahah make yg beli di toko aja gue minta bantuan sang PA kok.. buat yg ini apalagi!! and there’s the other thing about letting the matter settle into my hair. it varies a lot, between 2-8 hours!!! 8 jam!!! hahaha rambutnya emang jadi garing gituh after so long. hmmm.. im prolly gonna do 3 hours, perhaps 4.

why didnt i do this earlier?! my hair is just heavily ruined by chemicals… thats what heavy bleaching does to your hair.. not too long ago i had blonde chunks of hair on the inside, if any of u remembers. well THAT PART is totally dead! the blueblack chemical dye udah nyaris luntur.. and leaves my hair looking dryer then alice springs in summer.

i need henna!! word is that it makes hair thicker (!!!!) and shinier, healthier blablabla.. well lets hope so!! i need this so desperately.

gue padahal udah rajin ngerawat lohhh.. tiap kali kramas mesti ujung2 rambut gue kasi conditioner.. every 1-2 weeks gue mask make wella.. for inbetween use gue kadang make leave-in treatment. kurang apa lagi coba!! tapi yah.. skalinya rusak udah susah kali yah.. hixhix..

now i need to find a middle eastern shop. the online shop directory isnt helping much.. kalo sudah desperate yaudah ill buy it from ebay. of course ebay! its my last resort! rada mahal sih, makanya gue prefer cari2 dulu.. maybe i need to look in the manual yellow pages.

so this is how it looks like when its mixed up. katanya yah.. baunya tuh kya frozen peas. i dont even know how that smells!!! since its natural and all, its alrite to put a bit of essential oils thru the mixture!! whooootttt… im not sure what im gonna put through it.. palingan orange peel oil.. or sandalwood. i like sandalwood.

yes im still looking.
i have a potential renter, but still.. we need to have a plan B.

decided not to move no matter what, cuz its just gonna cost more money, which again, I DONT HAVE!
gpp. soldiering on!

am restructuring my resume! yeah! hahaha smoga masih belom telat. saya ingin bekerja sambilan. mari mencari uang. mari mari mari.

im gonna borrow fredy’s matress, in an attempt to tame my room! i have too much space = more space to clutter things.
sangat tidak efisien! i managed to keep the living room tidy(except the brown table.. OH WELL I HAVE TO LEAVE MY MARK SOMEWHERE!!!), skarang tinggal kamar doang neh.

eh hari ini gue gak enak badan lagi coba! aneh yah, byasa ga pernah gini loh.. and today the aircon was set a bit too cold. aneh berat.. minggu lalu heater(kepanasan), hari ini acnya kedinginan. and oliver is still sick too.. hahah ni orang kok rasanya gak sembuh2 yah kasian..

huuuu adit’s sending me his time& sequence cube thing (thats the easiest way to spot 1st years.. they drag wooden cubes around uni hahah).. oh how i HATED that subject. he seems to excell in EVERYTHING (yes you do hun). i remember asking him to help 2 years ago.. didnt do much didnt you -____-. hahah but then again my idea was a load of crapola sih i dont really blame you ndut.

i need to crash soon! gara2 gak enak badan tadi gue pulang kantor langsung bobo.. baru bangun jam 9. tp ini udah ngantuk sih.

besok mesti bangunin si fredy byar bisa pegi bareng! HOREEE!! ada tumpangan hahahaha.

AAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(cries out of frustration)

im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry at myself!!! keteledoran yg menghasilkan diriku kehilangan $200!!
twohundredeffingbux that I DONT EVEN HAVE!!!! HOW IS THAT!?!!?!?!

oke to sum it up.. i forgot my wallet yesterday. so today i went on the tram. as always. when i stepped in, i had a funny feeling. this guy looked at me straight away. but i brushed it off.. so, 3 stops later, suddenly this guy looked at another guy and YES YOU CAN GUESS IT!!! THEY”RE TRAM INSPECTORS!!! F**************************** !!!!!

brilliant!! just bloody perfect timing! when one forgets to bring her wallet, OF COURSE shit happens!! but then if all is fine, not one of those ppl are even in sight!!! I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

how am i gonna scrap $200 together?! yes i know what u are thinking, that i have a job right?!
all of it is for next years tuition fee = im still a poor student trying to make ends meet
oh well. i have to manage, of course. IT STILL SUCKS BIGTIME!! I AM FRUSTRATED!!!
its near my birthday. and other’s birthdays as well. so this i think, is yet ANOTHER buang sial for this year.

@*$#&@#(*#%&#%&

wah.. ternyata posting yg sbelomnya udah post blog yg ke-50! which is quite self explanatory, since thats the number that goes before 51. doh?!

hari ini cloudy. and positively the vibe to linger in bed is waaay up high in my head. this is the perfect weather setting to curl up in my equally grey bed (the bedlinnen is made out of cottony tshirt fabric. devine, i tell ya!! u can blend in as a true chameleon klo make kaos ma clana abu2 gituh) with either harpot 5 or 6. to tell u the truth its really a pain to get thru book 5, because of that umbridge witch *quite literally there*. tapi begitu banyak kejadian yg gue udah lupa, rasanya i NEED to read it through.

im sort of over my harpot craze iv seemed to develop a few weeks back. for cryin out loud, i was even browsing through mugglenet -_-*. a thing iv never done before hahah.

anyways. proses pencarian hosmet masih berlanjut. iv had 1 bule girl, 1 hk girl, 1 indian guy and 1 indo guy checking my place out. none of them yg akhirnya pindah ke kamar itu!!! IM GETTING IMPATIENT. maybe i should just move out. you know, korban tempat dikit tapi at least i dont have to stress every semester looking for a person. annoying. oh well im not giving up, posters are up n running still!

oh! tadi pagi gue bikin ice chocolate!! it was possible cuz my susu coklat ultra froze!! haha it got shoved to the very back of the fridge.. jadi pas gue ambil, kok keras. wooohooo.. but iv already poured in some skim milk n im not one to unnecessarily waste, so i just added the chocmilk into my cup. as per usual, arriving at my desk 2 tsp of nesquick banana goes in as well and voila, the bestest ever banana choc milk is the result!

damn. ada sariawan di deket2 graham bungsu situ. annoying skali, tiap kali ngunyah beresiko tinggi untuk kena
arghh.. oh well am gonna finish my lunch first. toodles

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oh! sampe lupa!! tadi pagi2 gue menyebabkan seseorang terluka..berdarah.. mengucur. so much drama in the morning. aaron was cutting out some laminated posters, trus sambil ngobrol2 ma gue.. so the metal ruler nggeser dannnn jari telunjuknya kesayat.. huaaaaaaaahhh.. bedarah2 T_T. langsung jalan ke dapur n put it under the keran aer.. trus dia nyari bandage di 1st aid person. hix. gara2 ngobrol2 sama sayahhh. untung ga knapa2, kya keyo waktu itu malah sama surgery blade, trus it went all across the middle finger. yummmmm.. it left a scar, up until now i spose. hiiiiih. ngerii.

(smells devine!)

(hahahahah)

i had a go at being cat woman last saturday di myf’s malam merahputih. i missed a tail and something to cover my eyes. why oh why didnt i think of buying that a mask, i was at handworks the day before!! jadilah saya cat saja, tanpa embel2 woman. to sum it up, saya gagal T___T.

anyways it SUCKS if you come to a theme-party when less thn half of the ppl made even an inch of effort to dress up. poor PR, i feel for ya guys!! one should come at least dressed in red&white, since this is the kemerdekaan party. thats the least of effort u can produce u know. or bring something out of the ordinary n put it on. anything but ur ordinary jeans n sweater. bleh. basiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!. smoga acara berikutnya lebih rame!!

yeah. sbenarnya hari ini pengen ijin sakit. tadi pagi berpikir begitu (dan badan masih gak sberapa gak enak. tepatnya masih fine2 ajah) tapi rasanya gak etis dong jadi yaudahloh gue pegi kerja. halah ternyata nyampe sini mulai deh rasa2 tak enak badan! mana ac kantor lagi gak nyala! yg nyala malahan heater! sial! mana baju gue hari ini lagi dobel2 pula.. so siallllll…

eh kemaren gue beresin rumah! kamar belom lo yah, we’re taking it one step at a time here.. i must say that i’m very happy with the result. i had adits help (well.. basically he did it alone sans me) in building my bedside table plus shelfing unit… the ones i bought 3 and 2 months ago hahahaha. yeah. the bedside table had a bit of wood already chipped off, from benturan2 i spose. but all is fine, he had it built in no time. sudah sangat berpengalaman putting together ikea stuff hahaha. so yeah. so now the hall is cleared!! yes!! its cleared, after almost a year of having to put up with all sorts of junk, mine or somebody-elses!!

beneran deh i need to throw away stuff more often hahaha. yeah prolly next week or sumtin i start with my own room. need to buy those kantong sampah items!! hahaha klo ngga bisa bolakbalik naekturun.. parahhhh.. DAN DEBUNYA!!! OMIGOSHHHH. trus baju2 gue juga rasanya (dan emang) everywhere!! jleb2 banget pas adit ngomong “ndut kapan ini nti kamu tak bantu beresin kamar yah..” JLEB. this is coming from a guy. a guy who’s room is neater then mine. huehhh. hahaha but like i sed, one step at a time.

meanwhile im getting quite frustrated at the air here. sarang penyakit. dan PANAS! gue pengen pulang. haaaaaaaarrrrhh.
oh. ditambah metcard gue habis hari ini. isnt that wonderful! kali ini gue beli 10 times aja ah instead of monthly. gile buang duit banget. sial. iv been a good connex customer for the past 8 months, its time for a bit of rebellion heheheheh. still full fared rebellion kok =p.

aaaaaaah pengen pulaaaaaaanggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. (uhukh uhuk)

oh. aneh deh (or not), kemaren pas lagi mo ngangkat sumtin i bended over trus begitu bangun lagi pinggul/punggung gue SAKIT T____T. sampe skarang. pegel gituh. i didnt sleep very well.. it might be that time of the month sih. yah either way, ini sangat nyebelin krn klo jalan biasa aja kerasa. damn i feel like such an old lady. old lady with backpain.

BESOK GUE SICKIE! huehhhhhhhhhhh~

hahaha.. sungguh efektif berada di 2302! we’re all playing charade. as im typing, the whole game is still going on!

adit canggih loh! very expressive.. tash somehow always ends up on all fours… fanny with her ‘lampu’.. tapi yg paling canggihhhh. UHAN’s BOXHILL!!! hahahah well there’s no point in me explaining, its one of those cases where u had to be there or else..

lucu yo.

eh am wondering, who actually reads blogs? i damn well know that i do. every entry that pops up on the list i read. hahah. blogging is nice yo. i read my entries from last october the other day, trus somehow gue bisa kya re-live it. blog ini emang bukan yg dalem2 gitu isinya (gila apa gue im not gonna dish it out here for the world to read..) its just really light n fluffy stuff. but who reads it other thn me n some other ppl i know?! oh well i guess this is just for my own enjoyment ^^.

aduh gue belom mandi nih en its nearly midnite. argh. wanna take a shower n sleep.. or sumtin. but yeah. besok udah kamis nih SENANG. haiyooooh i need to prepare the exhibition stuff.

.. rasanya gue mo tetep pasang iklan lagi deh. si anna gak ngabarin lagi, udah gue sms dan gue telpon. well i get the hint. mungkin juga its for the best krn ada rasa kurang sreg. doa doaaaaa ^_^ smoga dapet rumet secepatnya dan dapat yg baik dan awet.

huah.. mandi ahhh

hahaha tash.. malam ini gak seproduktif yg minggu kemaren yah.

oh well..

(end of 2nd entry in 3 hours time =p)

OH!!!

wah! dasar!! klo gue ngeblog di mac gak ada html barnya T_T. makanya begitu besar (dan annoying sangat) fontnya. hahah sial. damn. apa mungkin safari doang yah? i havent exactly tried from ie when im at the office/home.

aaanyways.. klo gue niat, ill go back to all my postings n edit ALL the fontsizes. perhaps i might do that. talkin’ bout being productive, eh?!

kok gue kangen yah pengen pulang. pengen pulang indo. tapi then again gue pengen pegi2 juga, pengen pegi sydney.. pengen.. pokoknya pegi keluar negara bagian victoria! iv been here almost 3 years for cryin out loud!!! paling jaoh gue cman ke lakes entrance. yes, you guys can pitty me. i might wanna add to this that i havent been to bali yet, except when you count transitting in ngurah rai as visiting bali. there. now all of you can go "aaaaaaaawwwww…". thank you. wih untung gue gak di europe yah, biaya pulang indo pasti guileee tinggi benerrrrr..

saya baru menerima gaji. setelah dikurang2in ini-itu kok sama aja yah, im back to squareone, which is havin no money again T__T. ahhhhh.. yasudahlahyah. all for a greater cause. for a better future. yaddayaddaaaa.

im in 2302 neh. fullhouse! PR team smuanya lagi di sini juga, lagi ngebahas malammerahputih. me n tash are of course working on our project. kami sungguh rajin.

im starting to get kapalan fingers again from guitaring. hahah nggaya yo.

oh! i dlded yahoomessenger yest! the latest version. the one thats still in my machine is from 2003. i even had 2 christmas messages!!! saking ga pernah gue buka tu ym hahah. aneh berat. its a bit rame sih ym. i prefer msn. demi elu nih kar gue make ym! demi elu kar! hahahah

yadda yadda.

a blog entry in 2 consecutive days. gila. hahah. yasudahyasudah. better get back at it~

(i hear ppl commenting (semi complaining) about me blogging. whats da deal with that? u dont like me blogging?! so watcha gonna do?! sue me?! hah!!!! =P )