kucinghitam’s scratches

huahh!!! kemaren ama hari ini porsi lunch gue beneran kya kuli deh!! bli takeaway di dondon deket kantor. yest i had chicken teriyaki, today i hav beef sukiyaki. huaaa kenyaaaaaanggggg.

i didnt hav dinner yest! i only munched on some kripiks. smiths latest flav. ENAK BANGET. spanish tomato & paprika. wuihhh mantaaaaappp.. i dont know whether its just a test product (since i had it at tash’s office), apa emang belom disupply ke supermaket ajah. ini rasanya lebih enak dibanding cheesy potato bake! and THAT in itself is already sangatsangat enak.

anyways, kemaren gue dari kantor ini pergi ke kantornya tash. ngerjain tugas. why didnt we do it like this dari dulu? efektif abis! huhuh.. time flew by, tiba2 udah jam 9. “kerjain ampe jam 10 yah!!”. “oke”. then it became 10.30.. tp gak langsung pulang. somehow we ended up playing pingpong for 20mins. the normal way at first. them using bats on both hands. lalu terakhir2nya cman mukul make tangan kiri doang hahaha.. maen gitu doang dah bikin gue ama tash ngosngosan. parah yo hahahaha. i want to try fusball next! pastinya gak secape kemaren hahaha. norak ya. kesannya sungguh berdedikasi tinggi sama kantor, we went out of the building at 11pm. and i had to wait another 16 min for the tram T_T. pulang, mandi. tiba2 dah mo jam 12 -__-*. there goes the night!

hmm currently i have TW on repeat di iTunes. tepatnya lagu mreka yg judulnya kebaikan kasihMu. enak banget lagunya! i prefer the older albums. yg baru2 cenderung ngerock. enak sih, cman bosen kali ya gue. smua2 ngerock skarang. it used to be a bit jazzy, ngefunk gitulah. i guess they go along with the trends yah… well not that i like all of the songsnya dari album the true worshippers, im skipping about 3-4 songs. hueheh.
the songs on my shuffle are tokyo jihen-adult(of course), utada hikaru-ultra blue, the grates, sama sisanya comot sana comot sini. gue lagi kepikiran, apa gue beli songbooknya tokyo jihen aja yak. the piano parts are so keren, it doesnt sound too complicated but im sure it is. well for me at least.. iv looked it up once, di hmv jpn.. bisa ngirim ke oz. tapi entahlah jadi brapa duit klo termasuk ongkos kirim. suka gak worth it, it can cost nearly as much as the book itself -_-*. huahh.. skg ini bukan prioritas!!

eh gila yah. kok bisa sih gue hampir tiap hari nulis blog entry?! padahal di kehidupan seharihari im not that talkative loh! apa mungkin bener yak, klo cewe emang otaknya muteeeer terus informasinya and its bound to flow out one way or another. oh emang kan memang tertulis that women talk around 37.000 words a day, compared by guys only 17.000 (cmiiw). so there, my share of 20.000 words is basically already shared in writing, in proportion of course. kali deh gue nulis blog sama panjangnya kya thesis.

so actually im doing the boyfriend a favour in doing this. (you shall not complain/make comments from now on about this little routine of mine, ndut!!) drpd klo tiap kali ketemu i keep on yabbing uncontrollably! glad to know that im doing my part in keeping him sane. he’s weird enough on his own *refers to previous post.

akhirnya tadi selesai juga ngerjain stapling!! watdeheck!!! 500 documents, printing AND stapling (= separating the documents individually baru stapling)!! untung dibantuin oliver.. edaaan. i did the separating n he helped me with stapling. uuuuuhhh reseeeeeee.. higher ed better USE IT WISELY!!!

huahmmmm.. kekenyangan -_____-*

whats happening here? are people in my friendslist not writing their blogs anymore?? how come my “friends blogs entries” hasnt changed since a week ago?! its weird. its not without reason that i urge ppl to write their blogs. this is one of ‘em.
today has been really busy at work. no, really! im just on a small break before i continue. hehe hari ini halloween *like i care* so i thot it would be appropriate to post a couple of pumplin pics. i looooove pumpkin! apalagi when they’re roasted. aaaahh bliss!!
tapi gue juga suka es belewah. oh! ngomong2 belewah..

the boyfriend asked me a question out of the blue.. “asi rasanya kaya apa ya?” to which i gave him a puzzled look as a response, since its been 22 years or so since i’ve last had my share of said liquid. then he had a brainwave, ladies n gents!! according to the almighty gospel of F.R.I.E.N.D.S, it tastes like cantaloupe-juice. so he was thinking out loud “isnt that an animal?!” (plus making jumping gestures with his fingers). mwahahah. i informed him that cantaloupe is a fruit. antilope kalee yg dimaksud binatanggg.. african fauna, happily frolicking about in the savannah?
but i couldnt answer what a cantaloupe looked like, “digoogle aja nti”. 2 seconds later he was typing away, fixated on this burning question. dan dari search keluarlah.. melons.. blewah.. pumpkin. ooooo ini tho…
lalu perbincangan dilanjutkan that asi shud taste pretty good if it tastes like blewah!
him: imagine those mums, they can put their breasts in the fridge and presto! es blewah for the baby!!

i simply love and adore the way his brain works ^_^

btw gue kenyang banget nih. tadi lunch i had teriyaki chickennya dondon. heheh dah buka sebulanan klo gak salah di deket kantor gue. harganya tetap murah meriah! porsi gede banget. rame gitu tadi pas gue beli. the mbak2 was very cheerful. sangat smangat. trus tadi ada mouse cake, savi ultah trus christine beli kue. enak benerrrrr.. tasted very rich n yummmm..
im sure i wont be able to finish one of these :

heheh diedit si dance. ini pas hari minggu kemaren d rumah barunya endru aka “the shrine of korean babes” aka “the ultimate bachelors pad”. ruameeee!! dimana ada kamera disitupula ada keributan. ini memang sudah menjadi hukum rimba manusia abad 21.

semalem ngimpi aneh. gak bisa gue ceritakan lagi di sini, tp gue tau ngimpinya aneh. i realized that it was all very weird even as i was still dreaming. surreal skali, tp then again itulah yg namanya mimpi. ada temen2 gue anak tm. itu yg gue inget.. mungkin krn gue kemaren abis liat foto2 anak2 di fs. fsnya yaya tepatnya.

tadaaaa.. ini foto bday gueee.. hehehe ini nggak smua anak2 yg dtg sih. tapi mreka ini wanita2ku!! silvia kamis ini dah mo pulang indo. sedihnya T_T. gak suka gueeee.. gak sukaaaaaa!!!!

jrenggg.. kapan hari temen kantor gue lagi browsing around in myspace and came across this person here.. trus lgs ngomong ke orang2 “heh ini mirip ama disti”. hahahaha gue pas ngeliat fotonya agak kaget juga. i dont remember her name tho. tp yg gue inget umurnya 26, kerja di advertising. seen the other pics, gak mirip gue tapi yg laen2nya. yg ini mungkin mirip cuz i had similar highlights and my old frames sorta look like this. hmmm.. apa gue ngambil foto dgn pose yg sama plus my old specs aja kali yak?? iyuuuuuwww freaky. cukup dibayangkan saja!

teman2.. bacalah buku2 ini! the movie is coming out next year or so (refer to imdb). jd mendingan jgn pd ketinggalan, get there before the hype does! huhuhu.. gue malas mengulas critanya, you just have to take my word for it that this is an awesome read!!

truss..

whoaaa bagus yaaakk.. yg pertama are sirius black ama buckbeak. the 2nd one is just sirius. found these in one of those character fansites. very good skills these girls have!

due to popular demand*taelah*, im back to densify the amount of useless banter on the worldwideweb. yeah!

i have to say that im relieved bahwa selera makan gue yg bbrp hari kemaren menggila itu ternyata memang ada penyebabnya! hore! so today is day 2.. so my body actually listens!!

weekend started at thursday. gue ngambil sickie krn ingin menjemput si gendut hehe. senangnyaaaa akhirnya ketemu juga!
friday i had uni as usual. trus.. oh! makan di spicy fish. i didnt hav that dish, i ordered smoked fish or sumtin. ternyata itu sama ama yg biasa gue makan di noodle kingdomnya boxhill. tapi tentunya dgn harga yg lebih mahal serta porsi yg lebih sdikit. but the noodles were nice! yumyummm.. and afterwards i had 3clr’d drinknya mekong. super yummmm..

sabtu me n keyo went to konjen, ada pembubaran panitia festival indo. we were 30min late, tapi acara belom mulai. well not the FI acara anyways, pas kita dateng di sono baru slesai upacara sumpah pemuda. haha didnt realize it was sumpah pemuda until then! *happy birthday karinaaa*. baru abis itu dibagiin sertifikat. trus ntn video cuplikan2 acara on the days ama liputan stasiun tv indo. lalu makaaann.. hahaha enak itu bakar2annya, eventho makannya ribet amat. baru kali ini gue dibagiin sertifikat lengkap dgn bingkainya. indah skali! this is such a keeper, ada logo resmi RI gituh hoho. kapan lagi jek dapet beginian, its not like im gonna work for the friggin gov any time soon..

kemaren akhirnya jadi nimpuk2in adit make balon aer. persiapannya tentunya last minute hahahah. disertai dgn sebuah panic trip to boxhill central. hahah its good that i didnt have anybody else in the car with me, especially the owner of the car *hehehehe. tapi mission accomplished! sbenernya adit was the one that terrorized US, instead of the other way around. but then again korban2 yg berjatuhan itu sbenernya juga yg kemaren2 ini abis ultah, so i guess its fair?! hahahah si gendut udah GR banget on friday.. “kok aneh yak.. ini kok rasanya the silence before the storm..”. orang kok minta jadi korban!?!

actually.. i havent got his present yet hehehe. i know what i want to give, but havent gone out n bought it yet. myehmyeh.

kemaren ntn death note. 2 ep. bagus juga, very well done! jadi pengen ngikutin nih hahaha. sial. but at least the manga udah tamat! iv stopped reading since book 7 for some reason.. am going to start from the very beginning since iv forgotten most of it already. trusss.. kemaren ntn xmen juga, yg gameshow korea lo yahh bukan film holiwud. hihi lucu banget!!! pesertanya banyak yg cantik2, both genders. agak geli sih pas si cowo cantik nyanyi di awal2… but i enjoyed watching it cuz they know how to make good fools of themselves, in an unkampungan way. i cant imagine indo ‘artists’ doing the same. its bound to be very lame, jayus, unwitty and kampungan. i hope they dont copycat this show. but knowing indo’s production houses, i think they will.. -sigh-. OH! kecuali klo kontestan2nya indy barends, tora sudiro, rieke d.p., agus jomblo, atta, dave hendrik, ivy batuta, miss indo yg sbelom nadine, sarah sechan… trus.. arrgghh cant recal anybody else. nah! kalo bangsanya mreka2 ini yg jadi kontestan, PASTI seru. jgn sampe ngundang pelawak2.. artis2 sinetron cengeng/komedi/apapun.. or even worse.. batalyon artis ABG!!! OHNOOO.. *cringe*

i am hungry. pengen pulang lalu makannnnn..
uuuuhhh.. pulang pulaaaaaaaannngggggggg T___T

.T__T << ini emotnya fanny. lengkap dgn MOLE

yeahh iv finished my ip journal. not too bad, finished well within a days work. kurang 200 kata dari kriteria nih, i think its alrite tho. its informative and insightful (ahumm) so im sure the wordcount isnt vital.

senangnya lelakiku besok kembali hadir di sini. sungguh rindu padanya.

barusan ngimel bonyok, beserta 3 foto. gak tau knapa, lagi pengen aja. lagian they sent me HEAPS of pics from their holiday, yahh minimal gue ngirim sumtin balik dong, biarpun cman 3. kemaren gue minjem komik evangelion dr library, nr 3-5. entah knapa interest gue pada evangelion lagi sangat besar kemaren, i wiki’d it out. karna sbenernya emang nggak puas ama endingnya. jujur aja pas gue ntn dulu pas sma, gue kurang nangkep maksudnya apa.. it was just too much blur. and text. and talk. no action except for the last bit but then that didnt make ANY sense!!!

doh citylibrary tu nyebelin kok. komiknya banyak banget tapi sama skali gak lengkap! trus gue minjem graphic novel the dream.. or sumtin. gaiman punya buku lah. awal2 crita gue masi ngikutin. akhir2 crita im LOST. i probably need to borrow another book, there’s another one sih stau gue. satu lagi nyebelinnya, buku yg ilang tu kaga diganti. amber spyglass direport ‘lost’. lalu knapa gak diganti? i assume they asked the person responsible for some sort of compensation money! whatever happened to that money?!?! buy a new book for crying out loud!!!

so. what am i doing now? nothing sih. huhu kerjaan yg kemaren gue benerin ternyata udah good. noproblems. no news is good news. oh have i written about it? i dont think so, yes… uh. pokoknya i messed up the file that was sent to the printer. i gave an entirely incorrect file!!! urutannya salah gitu, danuntung saking salahnya jadi ketauan pas print proof. sangat malu dan kecewa pada diri sendiri kok bisa ceroboh begitu. untung no financial harm done!! but yes, another thing learned thats for sure.

i dont know what has gotten into me, but i tried imvu. hahah geblek yak. i just waaaant to make over some character and guess what.. same as zwinky it only works on a friggin PC! hahaha yaudahlooohh. huhu syapa tau emang ada spywarenya so i just assume that im saving myself from trouble.

its crazy that i have made 3 (or 2?) consecutive day entries and STILL find things to ramble about. hahah this keeps me quiet and poised in real life. calm, reserved and in control. whoooshaaaaa~

oh brotherrrr.. ini bosan skali saya.

tadi baru dikembaliin kerjaan dr printer. wuih gue salah ngasi file T_T. so embarrasing. urutannya salah, editsnya ada yg gak bener. oh so embarassinggggg.. udah gue fix sih, and now obviously triple checked!

kemaren dodol banget gue. kan mo ngembaliin buku di citylibrary. begitu dah nyampe sono, i realized i brought the wrong book! dammit!! yg gue bawa tuh buku yg gue pinjem dr monash library -__-*. jadi sia2 gituh pegi ke city. trus kedenda pula sehari. just brilliant! goes to show that going to bed at 330 in the morning doesnt do much to a person.

hari ini gue nekat, ga bawa jaket. kan katanya 29* so gue memberanikan diri untuk make kemeja lengan pendek saja.

what am i going to have for dinner today?? hmmm.. salad. the same sort of salad i made last week. yumm.

oh happy news again today, 2302 akan dikosongkan segera, dan pindah ke balaclava! i was there at the inspection and i must say that the unit is pretty nice! very homy.. hehe but im sure the girls will make it even more pw, since the previous tennants were guys (kliatan bgt gitu.. ada kolor bececeran di lantai hahah). so yeahhh another housewarming event this year! and it looks like a good unit on a good street. yeah smua pindah ke prahran n surroundings. hehe.

so yes.. all is good in melbourn town!

another 30 min before i can go. ill go earlier perhaps, catch the tram 10 minutes before everyone else does. its horrible and simply frustrating trying to catch a tram towards the city during rushour, apalagi lokasi kantor udah deket2 ama flinders so the trams normally speed through without bothering to stop. it was 6 trams yesterday. as i sed, frustrating!!!

hehe di melben sini kaga berasa sih. sama skali. tapi i can imagine di indo.. jalanan pasti sepiiii!! hahahaha. i luv that about idulfitri, jalanan di jkt kya kota mati, sejujurnya ini merupakan pemandangan indah nan ideal. jkt would be such a liveable city if it weren’t for the insane traffic.

i’v received some good news yesterday. the housemate issue is resolved! hehe. i’m totally stoked, cuz i was panicking since its nearly the end of the month!! the thought of having to part with yet ANOTHER lump sum of money (which isnt mine in the first place!!!) was just desperatione beyond reason! so allow me to be joyous in this occasion ^_________^.
thankful i am, for all is in Good Timing. timing that is not mine ^^.

gue tadi nyiapin lunch rada bersemangat yak, gue kelaperan dan pusing jadi gue bikin indomie goreng 2 bungkus plus keju yg tadi sempet2nya gue bawa.. yakkk.. i think i only managed to finish one bungkus, judging from what’s left in the bowl. perhaps i will get hungry later in the day so i can finish it off eventually.

oh. dan tumben2nya pas myf kemaren something actually sticked in my head. not the sermon neccessarily,… but the sharings! mann!! it was all very good n reminded myself of what i havent done/should do. huhu gue tu masih susah loh nyimak kotbah. i get bored. i lose consentration just like that -_-*. thats why im not really good in lectures. or at camp pas lagi sessions. i can only keep my consentration for 10mins max. hahah i dont even remember any of my dad’s! well its different in his case, im in an entirely different zone as soon as the sermon starts hahaha. its just weird man.. sometimes i try n make funny faces when he’s up there n just to see if he notices it or not hahahah. but then i chicken out, cuz what if he does!! all hell shall break lose kali yah. oh who cares?! i MUST try it one day before i get too old to do things like this hehe. he’s getting more internet litterate by the years, so lets hope he doesnt discover my blog. and any of you, you better not get any ideas!! >: (( hehehe

ohhhh.. the journal is due this week!! aaargh. teman2, semester ini saya sungguh sangat kronis procrastinationnya. sungguh amat sangat!

kamar gueeee.. omg kamar gueeeeeeeee.. bener2 paraaaaaahhh. gue aja sampe sebel di kamar!!! its very berantakan!! and that must really say something, coming from me! I AM FRUSTRATED BY THE STATE OF MY ROOM!

sbenernya skg pengen pulang. tidur. pengen beresin kamar perhaps (hehe). pokoknya pengen tiduuuuuur T___T
tadi pagi gue bangunnya kesiangan. hebat banget! alarm nyala jam 8.10.. trus gue off.. lalu bangun 35 menit kemudian. SIAL! hahah yaudah langsung siap2 dan cabut. tapi nyampe kantor gak telat2 amat sih, just 5-10 mins later thn i normally would anyways hahahaha. parah nihhh jam tidur masi kebawa weekend.

skalian yaaakk gue bercerita kemaren tu ngapain ajah. gue ntn film VIRGIN, teman-temanku yang intelek!!! spertinya tiap minggu gue pasti ntn film indo! tapi VIRGIN!!! i was expecting the absolute worse!!!! but actually, aside from the hiperbol plot n potrayal of jakarta’s airhead abg’s, the movie was quite bearable. it kept me excited in anticipation of what will come next.
i can honestly say that i can tolerate this lightyears ahead of “eiffel” or its tragic successor “apa artinya cinta”. haha virgin is hillarious!! apalagi alesan knapa si marix takut mencintai biyan. i was expecting him having stage 4 leukimia (no wait, thats korean drama..) but the reason why.. is becaus he has a small d**k!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHA!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!?!?!

anyways, we were quite hungry after enjoying such mindblowing cinematic wonder! me fan n tash decided to go to TGI, using the voucher provided by the entertainment booklet. hehehe klo nggak mah mboten kiat lha yahh. huhu langsung mesen ribs 2 porsi krn sungguh lapar kitaaa.. enak abisss yum2 we had the JD ribs ama babyribs. slesai makan kok kita nggak kenyang yak. (pms barangkali? alaahh alesaaaaannn~). pengen ke starbucks, so we went to glenferrie. nyampe sono ternyata tutup! gak mutu abisss!! parah yah, kyaknya satu2nya starbucks di melben yg jam bukanya normal are only in the CBD?! yasud. so we decided to go for real coffee.. tash tiba2 ngidam warm sticky date pudding. hahah so to giorgio’s we went. buseeeettt itu kue gede benerrr ofkors kaga abis at the end, even with help hahahah. tapi craving is well satisfied.
well.. it was just good that no guys were part of our little selfindulging gastronomic trip, because when you put 3 girls in one table with coffee + cake, there’s bound to be ‘interesting’ conversation. guys would just freak out im sure if you hear how far n highly detailed we draw out our future.. hehe.

miss my boo T__T. get back soon dammit!!!

watdeheck is that?? free zwinky. against my better judgement gue ngelik ad di samping kanan (i dont know if you guys have the same ad bouncin about klo gi mo nulis blog.) oke. males ternyata, i thought u could just make some character online, just like that face thingie from a couple of years back. no, zwinky needs to be downloaded! it can pop up on your toolbar. but *i think* its pc only. haha didnt check further krn udah males. gue pikir kan tadinya lucu juga buat iseng2. the character is very curvy bahenol, tumben! hahah bodynya kya si fanny tuhhh.. andaikan bisa ada option nambahin mole, UDAH JADI TUH FAN! THATS YOUUU!!! hahahahaha..

oh i havent checked any of the hospitals or my healthcover yet. the boyfriend got a bit worried last time we were on the phone.
(did some searches). it its covered! so all i need to do is go to the hospital. i think the royal womens shud be okay, no?! oke im making an appointment and hoping there’s nothing to worry about afterwards.
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BUSET dapet appointment baru bulan depann huahhh tgl 23!! tp mbak2nya bilang this is actually a shorter waiting list thn normal.. okedeeehh. gue coba telpon the alfred deh abis ini, syapa tau bisa lebih duluan. argh. for now, its a month wait!

1. salah ngesave file
2. which results in re-burning said files… twice!
3. plus reprinting the bloody wretched things
4. john from higher-ed dropped by n dropped ‘corrections’ at my desk. *kembalikan melissa!!!!!*
5. 2 hours later came about again, demanding stuff to be done thats just GAK MUNGKIN
6. got terribly hungry by 430. as if i hadnt eaten the whole day!
7. at 5.00 decided to finish the salad that i was saving up for tomorrows lunch
8. bills berdatangan. all 3 of em. SUCH TIMING! GYAAAAAHHHH!!!
9. denda due soon. hadooooooooooh.
10. discovered a big masnya in the pantry. IYUUHHH!!
11. guitar string snapped lagi enak2 maen. WHY!!!!
12. sms nggak dibales2 due to lack of pulsa! *SEBEL*

all of which results in me being very tired. irritated to the core of my very soul. perhaps this is a good sign, none other than a good dose of pms (refer to previous posting).

now the positive notes of the day
1. arrived at work well on time
2. i had heaps of work to do (im such an indecisive being!)
3. had very yummy n healthy lunch
4. mandy put up this funny note about how a fridge nazi had chucked away her lunch! demanded a same sort of meal to be delivered anonymously to the fridge. oh the anecdotes of the office…
5. john finally came by later in the day with an outline that was sensible.. somewhat..
6. chatted with my dad n made comments on him horrendous swimwear!!! *makanya dengerin ibu!*
7. finding out that windu defrina basically consist of 2 chords only!!!

hehehe. sambil nulis2 ini gue sedikit merasa terhibur. just what i need, no?!

no, its not the ‘im feeling really fat’ sort of issue. hahaha but speaking of which, im just waaaaay past that, ppl! it’d be rather sad that di umur segini gue masih berobses2 ria sama ukuran badan like the media does. if you feel that your bodyshape isnt ‘perfect’ then do something about the way you dress. dgn cara yg logis aja deh, emphasize on your good bits. if you’ve got it, flaunt it! hahahah.

now back to the original topic.
this posting is about the periodic pain.

my stomach hurts. sakit nih! gue gak mo berdiriii T___T. kya dulu2 sakit perut gr2 usus buntu. tapi skg gak mungkin lagi dong! which makes me wonder.. kapan gue terakhir kali dapet? i faguely remember mentioning this in my blog, but then again i might be imagining things.

iv been forgetting to write this stuff down for the past months so i dont know my cycle. sort of. it has NEVER been regular since the first time, which was back in 6 SD. a good 12 years back (oh im feeling so old). done some searches on the net and it is indeed perfectly normal if one has an ‘irregular’ cycle, with an equally irregular flow. with me, it can take up to 8 weeks between my periods. it varies between 4-6 sih normally. and it varies between ‘gerimis’ en ‘banjir’.
but yeah thats the thing! i havent been diligent in keeping track.

this had me worried a while back so i decided to go to a GP. dan dia bilang gapapa, he’s called up a gyneacologist to confirm, and said ahli said it was alright. tapi skarang gue kok worried lagi yak. there’s a lot of scary diseases out there. there’s a history of kista in my fam. tante gue dulu pernah ada. mungkin gue harus langsung ke RS? argh ini sungguh sangat menyebalkan!

for now im drinking heaps of water dgn harapan bisa ngilangin rasa sakit perutnya? ini ilmu/logika dari mana juga gue gak tau tapi gue akan terus minum.

oh and for you “cheeky” ones out there, this is no pregnancy cramps!!!
that would be the most impossible theory in my case.. (rest assured mom & dad hahahah)

i will look it up apakah check up macem begini dicover apa nggak sama oshc. oh it better be for the amount of money we annually cough up!!