been a while

yes? entah knapa blog entries gue cenderung berkurang.

begitu gue masuk kantor besok senin ini, i have 4 more working days left. whoa.. dan gue belom tau mo ngebeliin orang2 apa. i was thinking of asking them out for lunch ke garammerica *since iv never been* atawa beliin sebotol of that banana wine (or liquor?) atau apa ya.. tapi bagaimana ini. bokek saya. ternyata terpotongnya cukup banyak dari gue kemaren2 ijin sakit itu. i shudv paid more attention to my contract -_-*. anyway gue kyaknya total2 gak masuk bulan kemaren is 3 days. dan berasa lumayan tentunya! hix. yasudahloh namanya jg sakit T_T. nasty cut in my money tho. very nasty.

tonite akhirnya mo ntn russel peters. strange, but somehow im not as excited anymore. maybe it took too long for this day to finally arrive. or perhaps iv seen/heard his jokes too many times. i dont know. hopefully i’ll still be *somewhat* excited.

natalan mucic kemaren. why am i even mentioning this? cuz somehow natal for me has totally lost its meaning. or, i havent felt its meaning yet. one of the two. its not that i cant be home for christmas (oh well another year how much can it hurt *sarcasm*), maybe im just getting tired of the whole ’semangat natal’ thing. its all a bit fabricated. why cant this just continue for the entire year? hahah i sound like some angry little kid.

oh. another thing. iv never been a person who goes about recollecting their memories at the end of each year in order to; a) sulk about the time/experience/capital lost during the past year, b) carefully strategizing a way to get through the next, c) contemplating in general. perhaps i should start on c. it seems like a wise enough thing to do, and considering ‘my age’ i should engage in slightly more useful activities, no? heheh tp gimana dong… im not that ‘deep’, my philosophical thoughts are at a minimum, my goals in life are somewhat blur, which brings me to the conlusion that im perhaps frustrated in a way. (whoa.. anything else thats new?)

anyways. dishes hav piled up and sooner or later it needs to be done.

*edit: i had a haircut last friday. im neither satisfied nor disappointed with the results. its very.. blah. well i did only get a trim to get rid of the spilt ends.. yg btw masih ada tuh beberapa. rambut gue ini parah juga ternyata. i need to be patient for it to grow longer baru deh gue modelin lagi. mungkin cumi2 style? or kemoceng style? lets all pray that i keep off from chemically dying my hair otherwise i just keep repeating this vicious cycle.. *

** one of adits neighbour is being VERY INCONSIDERATE by nyetel lagu ‘heaven’ keras2 sampe sluruh gedung juga kedengeran kali yah. BLOODY HELL!!!! oh well at least its not one of those teeny rock/punk/emo/whatever-kids-these-days-are-into- bands..

*** i seriously need to get some anger management therapy of some sort..***

# edit 23.40: russell peters was GREAT!!! hahah he’s funny as! he’s da mann.. didnt repeat jokes (well just a couple but hey they were still good!!) and pretty much all of his stuff was very unacceptable for TV/DVD hueheh. perhaps thats what made him funny? hehehe.. really enjoyed my evening!! #

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