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aduuuuuuh ngapain ya ini. gue tadi siang pegi ke ct menyebarkan resume lagi. ada tempat2 yg emang lagi nyari, so i keep my fingers crossed. ingin bekerja di retail. ingin.. uuuuhh fingers crossed babyyyyy..
tadi berhasil loh btw bikin muffinnya!!! horeeeee.. hihihi.. bikinnya di rumah fanny, dgn adonan sisa kemaren itu. trus tinggal ditambahin self raising flour til the consistency is similar to how we normally make our sweet muffins. jadinya agak bantet sih, cman enak ^^
sudah dihidangkan kepada maria serta leni. hehehe. bikin ini easy banget, none of the drama yg happened yesterday. so perhaps we can repeat this some other time berhubung jagung yg bersisa masih banyak. btw jagung yg terpakai ternyata bukan 5, tapi 7!!! yafet pulang2 girang pas ngeliat freezernya krn mnrt dia udah berkurang isinya while i cant see the difference.
iv been making my own ice tea lately. kemaren bikin sama teh biasa, agak spesial juga sih somehow krn yafet bilang itu tehnya langsung dr srilanka. okedeh. anyway, hari ini gue bikin make green tea yg terflavoured apple+pear. twinnigs, nothing fancy. added sugar to it. YES. i add sugar to my green tea. its a tearrible crime i know but its waaaaaay better thn buying things like pocca, rite?! aduh hari ini kenyang banget -_-*
yay finally rented night watch from blockbuster!!! selama ini iv looked at the wrong place (scifi.. action..) ternyataaaaa itu ada di horror!!! ofcourse gue gak pernah ngeliat ke horror!!! blockbuster kadang2 klasifikasinya suka aneh kok. anyway doesnt matter krn skg gue bs ntn filmnya. the other movie iv rented is angels in america. its got good reviews. yknow, i really want to see the addams family. bukan yg values yo ini mah udah gue pinjem kemaren.. masa harus beli sih -_-*.
eh gila bentar lagi udah newyears!! im way more excited about newyears eve thn christmas. mungkin krn christmas lebih ke family sedangkan nuyearseve more twards teman2. dan yg ada di sini adalah teman2. hehehe.. seneng lohhhh. i am totally embracing this holiday mode ive got going on now!! paperchase ngeluarin journals2 yg indah2 deh. sayangnya gue gak telaten keeping one. one is really beautiful. covernya purple fabric trus ada circles of mirrors at the cover. keren banget hahah buat yg seneng ngaca seneng tuh. trus kertasnya juga bagus, its recycled textured paper. ada pita pembatasnya pula. but yes, knowing myself very well.. gue gak telaten sama skali in keeping up a written journal *oh wish i were!! such a beautiful item up for grabs!!*. im more of an online person. buat gue lebih cepat ngetik. jaoh lebih cepat. ini lebih efisien and it serves the function i desire.
been thinking .. ada slight kemajuan dlm diriku ini this year, since iv actually said ‘merry christmas’ to my parents in form of sms and a card that will arrive very late im sure. taon ini gue gak ngirim sms2 slamat natal ke orang2. hehe maap yah klo ada yg ngirim ke gue dan baca ini, tapi buat gue sih ini cenderung buang2 pulsa. im only talking about the templated ones ya, bukan yg personalized. so i chose not to send them at all drpd gue mesti sibuk milih2 antara mana yg gue kirim ygpersonalized, mana yg gue kasi macem templates gitu. dibahas di radio btw. kejam banget, penyiar A ngeliat ke hp penyiar B trus actually called up one of the person yg ngirimi sms template ke penyiar B!! hahah dasar geblek..
anywaylast christmas gue gak ngirim kartu, gak sms, gak nelpon ke bonyok. yak agak keterlaluan memang jadi naturally agak diomelin heheh. taon ini kartu2 yg gue kirimkan ke rumah emang agak banyak. well not banyak, its just tepat for each occasion. all selfmade kecuali yg kartu natal sih hehe. oh dads bday is coming up in feb.
speaking of feb.. my folks actually wanted me to come home in feb?! i was quite surprised!! ya okelah gue udah gak pulang 2 taon wajar memang klo kangen. tapi gue mengerti keadaan dimana emang gue gak bisa semudah itu pulang pergi indo dan sudah menjadi janji gue untuk keep working this summer(hayo ini gimana blom ada yg ngehubungin balik T__T). jadi i was really surprised! gara2 ini feeling rindu rumah yg blakangan2 ini sudah hadir makin menjadi2!! trus makin terbayang2 ama keadaan indo. bonyok gue, temen2 gue yg gue dah lama gak liat, sodara2.. aaarghhh jadi sentimentil skali..
but yes. i decided not to go home this feb. krn apa? nanggung banget. klo gue pulang cman plg mentok cman bisa 3 minggu. MANA CUKUP!!! sayang duitnyaaaa.. so when am i going back? its indefinite. well not really juga sih, krn gue pasti pulang indo after i graduate. but thats a whole different story. sad sad story. tuh kan jadi bete!! bener deh emang kata karina.. melancholy can kill you!! jadi i better stop before it gets the better of me. cheers.
