kucinghitam’s scratches

to me this is quite a depressing topic, really. paling nggak bisa ngejawab nti kira2 10 taon lagi where do you see yourself? barangkali gue kurang iman ya.. perhaps.

klo gue bandingin diri gue yg skg sama apa yg dulu2 i thought myself to be, most likely i turn out to be somewhat of a disappointment. but i guess rata2 orang berpikir demikian bukankah? idealist and ambitious thoughts *to say the least* from teenage years lama2 jadi luntur krn benturan sana sini, cynicizm yg terbentuk in the process and basically fully realizing.. realitas hidup?

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OKEH!!! enough melancholy!!!

baru dipanggil sama orang2 kantor, they gave me farewell pressies *sobs*. this really cute mini mummy stuffed toy *which goes great with the cat, pictures of both menyusul. promise!!*, and a tezuka (astroboy) book ^_____^. wahhhhh canggih canggihhh.. ntar lagi off to the barbeque.. its gonna last for the rest of the day hueheh. so yes. besok tinggal beres2in barang. sama ngerjain poster *argh bloody things*. abis itu its goodbye thomson T_T.

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yknow kemaren gue baru bayar fine gue. waaaay overdue. dan jadinya MAHAL SKALI. keparat. yasudahloh drpd kena kasus, iv postponed this for way to long anyways. reseee >.<. ditambah dgn minus gaji yg kemaren, diriku benar2 defisit!! never ever ever before kya beginiii!! keterlaluan. and yes, this adds up to my frustration and depression but now its a bit numbed by the happy feeling after receiving those pressies. im really still a gullible little girl deep down =p.

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