i cant sleep / no kidding.
hadoh its nearly 5.
i just… well these past few hours has certainly not been filled with cheer. this entry is just untuk menghabiskan sisa2 penat di otak. kepenatan utama sudah tercurahkan kepadanya, eventho ibaratnya itu sprt bottled water. dialirkan & tertampung skg untuk konsumsi saat nanti. okay forget the bottled water analogy.
im very sure everything happens for a reason, cliche mampus ya. whoever came up with that saying must be somewhat of a genius. a very unlucky genius perhaps(ever the pessimist), but a genius nevertheless. since i lack sufficient grey matter to claim myself a prodigy, iv just been trying to tie everything with everything so i can see the benang merah. for a certain lack of action in the past, the consequences will present itself during X times BUT sadly with added complications of various intertwining misshappenings.
…
what a bunch of pretentious s***t.
im sure i will feel fine when i wake up in 4 hours, altho i will look like sampah.
nothing a cold shower can’t fix!
