kebaya
i dont know whats gotten into me, tp tadi tiba2 i opened up my wardrobe n grabbed my kebaya… stengahnya juga penasaran whether i still fit into it or not *_*. well… it turns out i still do! woohoooo.. walo skg kok agak sesak ya. and i just realized its so insanely high wasted!! yah syapa juga yg bilang klo berkebaya itu comfy? somehow tp gue emang kurang sreg sih ama yg ini.. merasa bersalah juga krn dulu menyetujui beli krn ngerasa gak enak ma nyokap. ibaratnya, a purchase byar gak ‘diharass’ lagi. tp udah bertaon2 punya, still blom ada occasion untuk gue pakai.. i dont think i will? mungkin bawahannya ya, tp atasannya ngga deyy. why i dont like the atasan : potongan kerahnya agak2 kya cheongsam. yg berdiri gitu. trus… kancing2nya keliatan banget, plus masangin kancingnya susahnya minta ampun. so im not really on friendly terms with it.
(oh they have male zwinky characters!! didnt know that..)
besok valentine’s day. for some reason gue gak ngerasa hari ini special lagi. i think ini sejak taon lalu, bbrp hari after our valentines dinner gue jadi mikir.. kok kyaknya repot2 amat ya, plus the date doesnt hold any significance in our relationship. lagian anniversary kita juga dah gak jaoh2 amat. mungkin valentines lebih ’seru’ buat yg annivnya skitar okt/nov gitu. kan jaraknya jaoh, so you have some sort of reason to ‘celebrate’. i dont know, thats what i think.
as for tomorrow.. i think.. today ill make a pudding with more effort thn biasanya heheh. i remember waktu sma i gave (my now ex-)boyfriend some sort of pudding juga?!… oh! now i remember!! me n a abunch of friends got together n tried to make choc cookies buat dikasi besoknya.. hahaha that turned out quite disastrous.. hasil yg jadi gak sebanding dgn effort yg dikeluarkan. maunya tu bikin cookies yg dre cereal trus ada coklat2nya gitu. i think more thn half of it fell apart hueheh. yg penting niat.. dan rasanya juga ternyata enak anyway ^^. oh.. kisah cinta sma.. ^^.
besok.. rasanya akan pegi liat2 apartemen. trus beres2 rumah. yes!! thats the spirit~
